When everythings is in line !

Hey guys. Its been long since i last posted. And now im updating thru Nano's iphone. Since she's sleeping. Huahuahua. :)
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Life has been just fine. Couldnt say theres not much probbies. Its holiday now and i'm starting work soon at Furama Hotel. Cash pay. All thanks to my lovely cousin. Heheh.
Everything has been on track. Met new people which is just as great as me ! Hahahahah. I couldnt complain much about my life right now as theres nth to be complain and unsastified about.. Whatever was plan for me i have to go thru right.
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Social life. Hahaha. Been unsocial for months. Did not meet up with most of my old friend which = to no friends. That was kinda sad. Understand that everybody had gone diff path in life for better things. Thats why i have to start working soon to have new companion. Heheh. But still i miss my old friends tho. My coolios in my sec school. They were the best i ever had. Miss those days. The time we used to sit in class for hours and gain no knowledge in class. Hahahahah. Fun part was always the days i had in my sec school. Lets dont dwell anymore.
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Its 5.24 am and i guess i gotta go now. My nose is telling me a sign to sleep. Gagagagagagag. Night people. <3

Smallgirl Ain

Smallgirl Ain

She's the only friend i have now.

The only friend that i can share my probs with,

The only person whom i can reveal all my untold secrets. ):

I feel so aweful right now.

Why am i so stupid.

Why did i punish myself till like this. 

What girlfriend said was true.

Why don't i just move on and maybe lead my life as it is.

The scar was about to heal.

And why i have to look at those pic.

I just dont know how i should i describe this stupid feeling.

Stupidstupidstupidstupid !

Takde moooooooooooooood ! Bye !

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Ask me more please. I'm bored. ): http://www.formspring.me/Eusofiaa

BORN THIS WAY - Cover by Megan Nicole & Alyssa Bernal!

Its not that i dont want.

Even when i dont know where for now. (:

I'll surely find that place one day.

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Sometimes i felt lonely when i've nobody to text,

but when theres someone who's contacting me,

i felt so annoyed.

I dont wanna act hotstuff or something, 

its just that its not my type or me to like contacting someone.

Idk if it is because of this particular guy in my past.

To be in a relationship is not me for now.

I'm still hoping for someone. 

And i wanna stick to that even when i know it is impossible.

I'm just asking y'guys to respect that. Please. (:

Thank you.

This looksd like C.N Blue Yong Hwa. Hhaha.

Whatever, i still love my bruno. (:

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My minds have been playing alot of what if(s). 

And i've been playing scenes in my head which wouldn't happen. 

I just can't get this someone outta my head.

It have been years. I thought i have get over it.

Its true, Forgetting someone is like remembering someone you don't know.

Remembering someone you dont even know is like forcing your brain to function the impossible.

And forgetting someone is like, on purpose letting your heart to break into pieces.

But i know time permit me to heal this heart.

This feeling will surely pass even if in the future it returns to torture this heart again.

Lets just go with the flow, and endure the pain.

From the pain, i'll learn and be more careful for my present  to produce a better future.

Heart,  please  stay strong like you have always been.

He's just someone who  appear and leave  .

Even it is for years.

I'm still missing  and loving you like how i used to,

and i know you'll never return the same.

I am the one who asked and dream for a hard-to-get guy.